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A fun one from Ecuador!!! In between the giant buttress roots of the mighty sacred Kapok tree in the middle of the Amazon.

A fun one from Ecuador!!! In between the giant buttress roots of the mighty sacred Kapok tree in the middle of the Amazon.

So many good reads here with me~~ this mini traveling library will come in handy here in this desert house with no internet service!

So many good reads here with me~~ this mini traveling library will come in handy here in this desert house with no internet service!

Another precious moment from the Generation Waking Up workshop!!!! This was an exercise from Theatre of the Oppressed. It’s something along the lines of ABUNDANCE CONSCIOUSNESS!!!!!!!!

Another precious moment from the Generation Waking Up workshop!!!! This was an exercise from Theatre of the Oppressed. It’s something along the lines of ABUNDANCE CONSCIOUSNESS!!!!!!!!

Before swimming in the lake in Mt. Shasta

Before swimming in the lake in Mt. Shasta

Far-Eye (written on 1/11/14 in Noble Silence while fasting)

Take out your eyes, let them come to me.

Roll over me, see me completely.

They journey, traversing my body,

yet seeing deeper.

When they return, put them in the pockets at your hip.

Allow them to sleep and integrate all they now know.

Be patient with them.

Only when they have rested, return them to your eye sockets.

How do you see me now?

Random journal entry, 12/29/13

Coyotes cackle and howl at the morning.

Awaken, sun! Warm our coats!

Trickster spirits gather to laugh at stand-up comedy; the Cosmic Joke.

Maya, Great Mystery, Great Illusion. 

They communicate with action.

What a sacred teaching.

More spilled ink

In the end we learn

there is no yours or mine,

just a mangled heap of footsteps all tied in a knot

and the wind whispers illusions ~

no, wait, that’s the mind ~

let us shed the veil that confines,

illuminate the sublime,

point our instinct towards the edge,

cracking the cones of the hourglass we have built to keep our souls,

and simply allow the manifold to echo into the cores of our be-ing,

all-seeing,

never fleeing from the Truth…

Seeking the roots of our masks

and pulling them loose.

This is it, all that’s left.

Boy, it feels empty out here.

The void cradles me

and when I awake from my slumbers,

dark matter is tangled in my hair,

my breath smells like nebulas,

and starseeds crumble from my eyes.

A poem. 2/15/14

The coil of your spine unravels

at the sight of an ant mound,

and crawls inside the dry, sandy womb

to rest, finally, exhaling tension

stored dormant in your cartilage for decades.

The ants will love you there,

beneath the Earth,

and will welcome you into their home,

stippling you with dirt footsteps

and antenna kisses.

Your white snake will crumble

by their mandibles,

welcoming rain to wash your body away

as the spirit becomes a part of 

each ant,

returning to the cycle

as the cosmic consciousness

of the One Mind that moves them all.

A random un-edited poem titled “Salem and Paint,” 2/9/14

The sky white with slush,

my skin s-toha with lust

for a city I’ve moved on from,

from a yearning at the root

for possibilities unlived—

Yet my heart feels the desert,

a luminous cacti dessert;

I’ll need to pick through the prickly spines guarding the Saguaro O’odham and of my”self,” s-toha, in a harsh-sun jewed,

as ban laugh and I breathe through s-ko’ok.

The s-ko’ok is the balance,

a self-study,

the control to cease from shaking spiny shoulders and speaking a free-flowing truth~

For I’m bound to be pricked

if I don’t approach the silent eyeless giants

with a mindful touch…

From s-toha to s-ce:dagi, 

in fateful respect,

in hands interclasped like woven yucca,

a bridge crosses the sky.

Translations:

s-toha: white

O’odham: people

jewed: land/earth

ban: coyote

s-ko’ok: pain

s-ce:dagi: green/blue

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Rainbow Gathering 2014

Rainbow Gathering 2014

Met up with Alice (meditategravitate) and Travis (dreadedgrape) and the whole crew in Shasta as we synchronistically passed through!! YAYYYYY!!!! Nakie swimming reunion <3

Met up with Alice (meditategravitate) and Travis (dreadedgrape) and the whole crew in Shasta as we synchronistically passed through!! YAYYYYY!!!! Nakie swimming reunion <3

More rainbow cuteness &lt;3

More rainbow cuteness <3

BOOP!

BOOP!